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This pretty much sums up the shit that i went thru for this week .

Hey there stranger, how you bin’
Feels like i’m standing on the outside looking in
at the mess we left behind
And it’s a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can’t hate you
any longer
I know i’m going to miss you
I’ll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cuse its gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And i’ll get by without you
I’m not going back again
I’m not going to lie to you
Cuse, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello..

And this is how it has to be
Cuse’ its a deadly combination, you and me
You know its undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can’t act it anymore

What doesn’t kill you
It makes you stronger
And though i’m going to miss you
I’ll forget it and let you go

Say hello to good-bye
Its gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And i’ll get by without you
I’m not going back again
I’m not going to lie to you
Cuse, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye
Say hello..

And even though the tears will dry
I can’t completely disconnect
Couldn’t make the compromise
Didn’t have a safety net

Say hello to goodbye
heeey ya ya

Say hello, goodbye

Say hello to good-bye
Its gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And i’ll get by without you
I’m not going back again
I’m not going to lie to you
Cus, that was there and only then.

Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, to goodbye
Say hello, hello
to goodbye.

Today (22/3/2012) , marks the 7th . I still remember the first time we got to know each other . How we started and kept the conversation going all night long . How we love snapping photos and wanting to be camera buddies but ended up falling in love . The connection we had when we talked over the phone for hours for the very first time . The first date that was at the rooftop garden and we sat there while drinking our favourite drink (green tea) . The night when i woke up crying cause i had a bad dream and you were there wiping my tears and hugging me back to sleep . The memories of bus no. 143 . The late night drive . The funny lame jokes that make me laugh till i tear . The pinching , slapping and tickling u had to endure . Hahaha . And i know at times you get hurt by me . And sometimes u try to hide the pain with ur smiles . Remember the other day wen i was mad at you … And i was in tears and you came up to me and said that i look so angry tht u could see smoke coming out from my nose … And that really made me laugh like nuts … The thing about you is that … U always try to cheer me up n make me smile …

Recently , ive been going thru alot of shit and you were there for me thruout the breakdown . You consoled me , brought my spirit up and make me feel that im special . You became my mum’s best boy and no one can ever believe tht my dad , the most scariest man alive , could accept you and trust you so much .

Never thought God would gave me a second chance to love someone after my heartbreak . But now that i found you … No words could describe how grateful i am to have you in my life .

Love you , muhammad ramadan bin rosli .